Bozena BALUT
Bozena Balut’s address to the Polish-Canadian Group titled “Krag Starszo-Harcerski-Tatry” dated November 11,1995.
The address was inspired by her parents’ and grandparents’ generations, and by Polish soldiers serving in the Allied forces and in the Home Army..
Dedicated to the memory of Jozef Majcher, soldier of the Polish Second Corps (and my mother’s older brother), killed in action in Italy in 1944,
and Stefan Jerzy Zukotynski, Flying Officer, RAF, Squadron 300 (and my paternal grandmother’s youngest brother) shot down over France in 1943.
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Canada may be my country of birth
But Poland holds hostage my captive heart and soul
And you, your generation and that of my parents
Have given me the essence of my identity
A code of ethics to determine my direction and govern my actions
The impetus and inspiration for my life’s endeavors
And most significantly
The courage to stand strong and to fight for my convictions.
Passionate Patriots, fighting the foe for Poland’s freedom on all battlefronts,
Unsung and Unknown Heroes,
Their supreme sacrifice deliberately ignored,
Unacknowledged and forgotten
by opportunistic, bloodless and expedient politicians
Modern Day White Knights from
the land of chivalry and nobility,
the first to challenge the enemy and to defend humanity
from the blitzkrieg of he overpowering forces of evil,
Allegiance to our ruthless, exploitative and fickle Allies,
and their subsequent betrayal, indifference and abandonment of
our beloved country in ruins
to a tragic fate of enslavement, degradation and desecration,
Acts of bravery and valour
An unflinching adherence to the spirit of Christianity
An uncompromising understanding and relationship with the truth
A thousand year tradition of idealism, honour and loyalty
recklessly discounting the heavy toll to be extracted
These were the principles that guided your lives.
Six years of suffering and the agony of uncertainty
Attacked, trapped and deported by circling invaders
from the east and from the west
Persecuted and haunted, tormented and tortured
by Satan’s disciples
the attempted genocide of a proud and fearless nation
and to extinguish the eternal flame of Polish nationalism
A proud culture on the brink of extinction,
The aching loss of homeland and loved ones,
The misery and humiliation of prisoners and slaves,
The endurance and isolation of soldiers and
the solitude and desolation of refugees,
Orphans of the storm scattered and flung far
to the outer extremities of civilization,
The trials, tribulations and perils of the Home Army partisan
The heroism and hope instilled by the success of Zegota
The surreal nightmare horror of Oswiecim, Siberia and Katyn
The systematic executions and massacre of our
religious, military and civilian leaders
Child martyrs slain on the blood-drenched earth
of the Warsaw uprising
Fields of fallen soldiers in the Monte Casino and Loretto cemeteries
And downed pilots in the Battle of Britain
The ultimate sacrifice of the flower of Poland’s Youth
on the altar of World Peace
This was your childhood and this was your youth
The exile’s pain of departure and heart-wrenching separation,
and adjustment to an adopted country,
The acid bitterness of the final travesty of
vulnerable and vanquished Poland’s post-war destiny
sealed in an evil deal at Yalta
Our homeland deprived and defrauded of
its hard-earned rewards of liberation and freedom
The anguished longing and pangs of nostalgia
for a pre-war Polish way of life
systematically denigrated by
post-war Soviet imperialist troops of barbarians
Observing powerless from afar, across the ocean,
through barriers of censorship,
the world of our childhood dreams, now gone with the wind
The organisation of Polish “harcerstwo”
and our “Tatry Krag” on Canadian soil,
as a phoenix rises from the ashes of despair and destruction,
in the creation of our immigrants’ Renaissance of
Polish culture and values
The formation of Polish-Canadian families,
and the gathering of a circle of friends in a supportive community
Raised in our settlement of Kaszuby,
the cradle of Polish culture in Canada,
the only place I have known to be my home,
cocooned by protective parents
Canadian-born children of Polish origin,
nurtured and encouraged in an atmosphere of
unconditional love and acceptance for which
nothing was expected nor anticipated in return
except perhaps for our happiness and
perhaps your peace of mind.
This is your today and your future
We, your children, are
your generation’s destiny and legacy
and the keepers of a
proud and pure Poland’s faith.
Tonight’s banquet is your children’s opportunity
to officially honour you
Please accept our humble tribute to you
as our parents, as members of our family circle, the “Tatry Krag”,
and as guardians of our ancestral history.
As exceptional men and women of honour,
you have imparted to us, your children,
strength and support,
through the stability and longevity of your association and friendship,
and have served as inspirational role models
to steer the course of our lives by the examples of yours.
We salute you, your generation and our Polish ancestors.
Today is Remembrance Day
And for me every day is haunted by remembrance
And now that Poland is no longer lost
and lives free once again
At long last we may, within Poland’s political boundaries and beyond them,
Publicly honour your generation’s achievements world-wide
And mourn our dead
All of our heroes who did not survive past 1945…
Copyright: Bozena Balut